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Saturday, October 3rd, 2009
11:11 am - update via pictures

6 days until i move!

current mood: excited
live on a diet of romance and faith
Thursday, October 1st, 2009
9:48 pm
I got the condo i wanted!

I will be an iowa resident in 9 days!!!

current mood: excited
live on a diet of romance and faith
Wednesday, September 30th, 2009
9:12 pm - updates
i will be offically out of the state of florida in 8 days!
crazy right? & so so exciting!
Steven is flying down next Thursday & driving me up there
I found a great place in Iowa though
It's so big & has a deck and a huge backyard!
I really love it.
It's not 100% mine yet
but I am crossing my fingers
I feel like I have so much to do
but i just do not know where to start!
My last day of work is this Friday
& then I will start packing and probably panicing
I should post pictures but i'm lazy

i lost 17 pounds
I was at 19 pounds
but I gained some back when i saw steve this weekend

slowly but surely right?
live on a diet of romance and faith
Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009
9:08 pm - rant
annoyed with where i live
annoyed with who i live with
annoyed with my job
annoyed with the people i work for

just ANNOYED (& cranky)

current mood: annoyed
live on a diet of romance and faith
Tuesday, September 1st, 2009
7:22 pm - lucky <3
i'm really lucky
first i get flowers for no reason
other then that my boyfriend loves me
& then he agrees to drive me to IL...

my family has not really been that supportive
& keeps coming up with weird ideas on how i should do things
so now Steve is going to fly down here
& we are just going to do it ourselves
i feel so much better about it now
& have no stress since i know i can depend on him
PLUS i get to see him sooner! yea!

in other news, hung with Jen
said that i'm leaving when i like her
oh well
5 weeks to have fun
but save all my money at the same time
difficult? yes!

oh well, i'm happy
i'm glad i'm in love
with someone who i can depend on
we're a team
& that's how i like it

current mood: excited
live on a diet of romance and faith
Sunday, August 30th, 2009
4:50 pm
holy hangover!
eating 1240 calories
& drinking a lot a lot a lot
is not the best idea

i do not even know the last time i felt like this!
i def can not do this all the time
or i will never lose my 5 pounds
i want to lose before i see steve.
only 24 days until i'm there!

i hope i find a cute apartment
i can't wait to see him everyday
it's going to be amazing

he's the best boyfriend yet!
(& hopefully the last!)

current mood: sick
live on a diet of romance and faith
Sunday, August 23rd, 2009
1:25 pm - oh shit
so! i only need to lose 5 pounds to be my pre snake face weight
i'm so excited about it!
i want to do it before i see steve on sept 24th
i think i can do it!
that means since i started seeing him i lost 20 pounds!
that's good stuff there.

anyways that's really all the interesting parts of my life.
i keep flipping out about my relationship
because i am not used to going this long without seeing him
it really really sucks & is a lot harder then i thought
i'm also a lot more damaged & fucked up then i thought
from my last relationship.
oh well, we all have baggage right?

that's it
if my sister ever wakes up we might go to cici's
to celebrate my weight loss of course
because that goes together

current mood: accomplished
live on a diet of romance and faith
Monday, August 17th, 2009
7:52 pm - annoyed!
my parents basically left us kids here alone
for over a week
i am about to kill my brother!!
seriously, i wish my parents were coming home sooner
he always has friends over
always drinking beer
always smoking
& he eats all my food!
my parents gave all of us money for food for the week
& obivious he didn't spend his on food
& he or his girlfriend keeps eating mine!
i think it's so disrespectful
especially since i'm on a diet
& all my food is like special stuff
why would you eat diet food if you can eat anything?
it's driving me crazy!!!!
i hate this house
& being stuck in my tiny room
because there is also a thousand people at the house
it sucks!!!

current mood: angry
live on a diet of romance and faith
Sunday, August 9th, 2009
4:14 pm
i am so excited about moving
that's all i think about
that's all i care about
i just cannot wait!

that is all :)
live on a diet of romance and faith
Saturday, July 25th, 2009
10:48 pm - i guess
i'm only updating because i was trying to do research
to figure out when my boyfriend & i got together
i thought maybe livejournal could give me some hints
i know we got together in the 20's of jan
but i'm not too sure since it took so long to be offical

once doing my research i found out i only update like twice a month
which is seems okay since i do not do much

i went up to illinios twice this month
it was pretty great
not perfect but no one ever is
i had an amazing birthday
steven had lots of suprises
& really knew what i liked
he took me galena & surprised me by going to a garden
& riding a trolley around the city to learn
then on my birthday he made me a collage of photos
decorated his truck & did side walk chalk
he also had some friends over & all his family for a BBQ
i felt right at home & was so thanksful
he also got me a great present of a digital frame
it's really cool & plays music during the slideshow
it's the most thoughtful thing i have ever got
he tried really hard & i was really happy

while i was up there i had a job interview
i actually had two with the same company
making it to the second round again 2 other people
it's for a marketing asst job two hours away from him
i was suppose to know if i got it on friday but no call
i do not think i got it sadly
but who knows, maybe he will still call?

i really want to move up there
it's so pretty & his family accepts me & is nice
& i just want to see my boyfriend more then once every month
or once every two months for 2.5 days.
i think i am ready for it
i want to grow up
i can't stay in FL forever

in other news i lost 10 pounds
it was 12 pounds but i gained some back on my vacation
i also got a new tattoo
so that's good

i miss my boyfriend. boo

first trip

second trip

current mood: loved
live on a diet of romance and faith
Friday, June 26th, 2009
10:09 pm - this thing is so hard to keep up
for some reason i feel like i need to keep livejournal up
i dunno why though because it's a pain to write aboute

all i have to say is that i HATE people who are stuck in the past
i refuse to talk about anything in my past because i feel its unnessicary
why talk about it? what happened, happened
sorry. if you were not my significant other
i do not feel like i owe you a large explaination of my actions

also, i'm also over people acting like they like me
but really don't
like hanging out with me
saying you had fun
& then ignoring me
also rediculous

also, steve's soon to be ex wife
utterly rediculous

anyways in non-annoyance news
i have a job interview in illinois in july!
it's for a marketing assistant!
it would be so awesome if i got it
& moved up there
i'm so sick of not seeing my boyfriend
it makes me so cranky
& i'm really ready to take it to the next level
yes, we have only been together 6 months
but there is only so much you can grow from 1,200 miles away

I'm ready to leave this state
to start over
to start new

it's all very exciting
i hope it works out!

oh yea, speaking of working out
i started counting calories on everything i eat
& lost 5 pounds!
that means im like 10 pounds lighter
then i was when steve lived her
this new diet is really good
& i hope i can lose my 50 pounds i have been wanting to!
that would be INSANE!

current mood: mellow
2 were both radiant and far away x live on a diet of romance and faith
Friday, June 12th, 2009
8:46 pm
p.s. also, i am really over being known in this city
I feel like if i ever try to hang out with anyone i used to know
it has a negative stigma & people are like
"oh my gosh, you're talking to alison py, you're hanging with alison py"

i mean come on!
was i really that bad in high school?
it was almost 5 years ago
get over it

sometimes i just want to have a friend
but it's so hard when the only people you know
are people you used to know or used to be friends with

i feel like i try to be really nice
& can't even think of the last mean thing i did
but somehow i always have a negative stigma surrounding me

i'm just sayin'

current mood: annoyed
live on a diet of romance and faith
7:31 pm - stupid livejournal
i mentioned in casual conversation
i had a livejournal to my boyfriend
he wanted to read it
so he did.

well i just went back & read stuff
& it made me really really uncomfortable
i'm really glad I'm not a crazy party girl
and it's not the best idea to put your life on the internet
too late now.

i am what i am
i was what i was

in other news,
my house makes me feel depressed
i guess that's overdramatic
but when i get home
i always just feel sad

i guess because there are so many people here
like my brothers friends all the time
& sitting around just makes me miss my boyfriend

it sucks
a lot

i'm cranky

current mood: cranky
live on a diet of romance and faith
Friday, June 5th, 2009
9:06 pm
i miss my boyfriend so bad it actually hurts
i thought that this would be easier
but it's actually getting harder
i guess that's a good sign

tonight i am watching murder shows
& maybe renting twlight
i also plan to eat some ice cream
exciting i know

i may go out tomorrow
trying to make new friends
common enemies make for the basis of friendships


current mood: missing you
live on a diet of romance and faith
Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
10:19 pm
my boyfriend said
"the second i saw you i loved you, i should've said 'hi, i love you' instead of just 'hi'"

this is one reason why he is so sweet
he came down obiviously
it was fun
i have pictures
i will post them if i get bored.

i'm sure the 2 people who read this are sick of my love posts
i apologize.

that's it. all i do is nanny
& that's less interesting then being in love
i need to try and save money
because i am pretty sure i am going to move
to be with steve before winter hits
it's the biggest thing i have ever done
& i am already nervous
i just hope it turns out right
i'm ready to settle down
is that weird?

the hills is dumb
heidi is in love with lauren
& it's weird

p.s. i went to my first day of grad school last week
didn't like the class, had an anixety attack & dropped all my classes
i dunno if i want to be a teacher, so we will see
i'm young, i have time.

current mood: content
1 were both radiant and far away x live on a diet of romance and faith
Saturday, May 9th, 2009
10:11 pm - update
went to see steve.
it was amazing
we compliment eachother well
& it made me feel very confident about our relationship

i haven't updated in so long..
so he will be here in less then 2 weeks
we have tons of fun stuff planned
but we are going to pretty much burn alive
because its already like 96 here

today i went to the beach with mallory
it was really fun
mal got so burned
& i worked on my tan & am a little red

right now i'm trying to figure out school
i start may 18th & am in 3 classes as of now
i hope it isnt too hard
i am a little confused on some things
& i messed up my financial aid
& need to get it straighened out
because grad school is EXPENSIVE

mmm boyfriend just called
here are pictures

current mood: hot
live on a diet of romance and faith
Friday, April 17th, 2009
10:04 pm - just sayin
so i've been working out & need to lose 3 pounds to lose 10
or so i think & hope
i have decided that if i lose 50 pounds
i can get a new tattoo & maybe a boob job!
steve & i decided we need to buy me boobs
i agree.

things with him are going so fast
it feels so right
but then i'm still super scared
we talk about the future a lot
i dunno if thats weird or not
all i know is he is the only guy who has ever been able to handle me
keep me in place, appreciate me & truely love everything about me

thats all i want to say

current mood: loved
live on a diet of romance and faith
Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
9:45 pm - seriously, hate subjects
so! today i found out i got into grad school
how exciting right!? i sure think so
it's not like i'm getting another degree...yet
but i am getting a graduate certificate so i can teach middle school
i am really excited & overwhelmed about going back to school
i start may 18th, i am going to be so busy
& hopefully i will make some friends!

i am leaving for illonois in 9 days!
I am so excited to see steve
i have missed him so much
we have such a good relationship
we balance eachother out
& talk everything out
it's so refreshing & grown up
i hope we stay together forever
i could marry him & have babies easily
i feel like we have fallen in love so fast
it scare me when i really think about it
i do not know if it's because it is right
or because i am being naive.

that's it
that's my life

current mood: determined
live on a diet of romance and faith
Sunday, March 29th, 2009
6:42 pm - always changing, never stoping
so i am offically moved in with my parents
my room is really cute & im getting used to my new bed
so overall it's not too bad
just trying to adjust living with so many people
i think it has been making me really irritable lately

i joined a gym which im really happy about!
I have been pretty consistant about going
& already lost 2 pounds!
i should be super hot by the time
i see Steve by the end of April

I am really excited & ready to see him!
We have so many fun things planned already
it's really hard starting a relationship long distance
we don't know eachother too well & are working through it
he is such a great guy though
today i recieved flowers from him for no reason
other then that we have been argueing a little

it made me smile
i hope it really works out with him
my fingers are crossed

other then all that i would really like to get drunk
& go out.
but now that i dont have any friends that isn't going to happen

i think things are okay though
i am doing well

current mood: loved
live on a diet of romance and faith
Sunday, March 15th, 2009
7:45 pm
i am sick of moving
it makes me really sad
live on a diet of romance and faith
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